Yeah when I get where I’m going, there’ll be only happy tears. I will shed the sins and struggles, I have carried all these years. And I’ll leave my heart wide open. I will love and have no fear. Yeah when I get where I’m going, don’t cry for me down here. – Brad Paisley, ‘When I get where I’m going’.
This is a chance, a chance for us both to be better people together. I know I want it now but in the morning when I’m sober will I feel the same?
Relapsed for the first time in a very very long time. I haven’t been able to sleep till 4 everyday and the circles under my eyes are becoming more noticeable. My life is changing so much and I can’t keep up. I don’t want to be starting my career I want to be sorting my head out before I even think about people or work or money or a potential place to live or even what I should be eating for dinner. I need a rest